Despite this horrible, miserable and disgusting weather I forced myself out rain, hail or shine this afternoon to go and do an easy ride. It looked nice this morning when the cloud started to break up and I was able to spot some blue sky. By five o'clock this afternoon when it was time to go the rain was back, but I pushed on, determined not to let the rain stop me. In a sense it made me feel really good, knowing that I was probably the only person out there training in that sort of weather and those thoughts seemed to motivate me.
Yesterday my calves were so sore that I found it hard to walk. I didn't think that it would be even remotely possible that I made it through a session but I went anyway. The track was so muddy it could have been home to some feral farm animals and we could only use half the track. I got through the session but I was at the back and it was a struggle to finish.
I really like the feeling of pushing myself harder. Recently I have felt that in the middle of a session I feel like collapsing or stopping or slowing down, but I don't slow down, I run harder, I push more because I know that soon the pain will be over, I'll have positive memories and I'll be stronger than the day before. I personally don't see this kind of attitude in a lot of people and I think that I am lucky to have this because it helps me to strive to reach my goals.
Covered in mud at the end of the session |
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